Sigh.
Why can’t I know what I want to do in the future? Why must everybody else know, and not me.
I mean, I’m in freaking university, studying something that’s supposed to be for a career. But I don’t even know if I want it.
And people keep saying to me ‘well, what do you want?’, ‘what job/career do you see yourself in’ or any variation of the those. I DON’T KNOW WHAT I WANT. SITTING AND THINKING ABOUT IT IS NOT HELPING BECAUSE ALL BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I THINK I. STILL. DON’T. KNOW.
Why can’t I know? Or have some, even a tiny miniscule idea?
Sigh. Again.